Weak..

I am weak. Im weaker than I thought. I pretend to be strong yet I'm weak as Ive ever known. It seems funny coz I dont know how its gonna be. How would I be able to stand up and face this world? It's funny how I said I hate you so much, never did I thought this hate would mean I still love you so. This pain I've felt, this loneliness I've met all of this are because of you still Im too weak to admit the truth.

You might find me crazy after leaving you. But what I've said is true. There's no more coming back. No more scond chance. It's true but what's with all the lies? What's with all your regrets? We are now in separate paths but why do you have to hurt me still?..

Maybe its just me. You having another one. Completely forgotten all about me like nothing had just happened. I feel pain when i think how'd you smile, howd you laugh, howd you cry. But it hurts more to onow that those were once mine but now its all for your new one. You mustve really like her for if not you wouldnt trouble yourself. And we wouldnt have ended this way. Just admit youve fallen for her. Why still lie? Why still make me believe? Why do all these trouble?.. Are you avenging your defeat?.. Are you rally the victim?.. What Ive said are just words. Its upto you if youd explain and you r reason you wont coz i wont let to. if you really like you would.

Im bitter so I admit. Hope this feeling would just fade away.
I might wish you happiness. And more love.
Hope something like this wouldnt happen again.
Please be safe. but please dont see me again.