The Start for a Better View..

I believe people has their own way of recollecting the past or reorganizing what may lies ahead of them. But what can someone say if life has it's own way of making you follow? How would you cope with a life that has nothing with the way you thought it could or maybe,... it SHOULD be.. Would you dream a better life? Or would you be contented with what it has brought you?

Makes me think a little more confused. A little more shaked. Is this the life I'm heading, for the rest of my life? Would I be contented with what I have even though there is something inside that shouts it isn't enough? Would I be eager to continue the path I've taken that I've walked for so long? Or maybe I should let myself take the risk of turning back in a place where I dont know where would end?

Life has full of quetions. Either you answer it to yourself and believe what you want to believe or let your heart answer it with uncertainty of what could happen next? Giving up something I've worked hard for. Giving up something that I pushed myself so hard to pursue. Giving up someone that has been a companion and would never be the same to others but me alone. Giving up someone that I can never find that can accept the way I am like that someone can do. Would I find the missing piece that I can't find in myself just by taking a risk of finding it? Would I see the importance of losing these things in finding this missing piece? What could I possibly do? And to whom would I do this for?

One step Closer..

Summer is over. Pasukan nanaman.. I can say that i really had a long summer.. There was a time when i thought na this would be the end of my wesleyan days. Malakas parin ako kay Lord. Coz, he wont allow such things. Thankful na ko na ganun.. hhmmm.. As I look back, I see the path I've been through. Hindi alam ng lahat pero kung nasan man ako ngayon, pinaghirapan ko to. actually lahat naman kami di ba?.. pero i know i did verything i can. there are times na kamuntikan na ko mag-give up pero with the help of my friends and loved ones , I've Made it!!!

Wherever the flow of destiny may lead me, I'll do my best and won't give up!. hehehehe... ang layo na nang narating ko, ngayon pa ba ako aatras?.. ang laki na ng pinaghirapan ko ngayon pa ba ko susuko?.. i dont think so.

God Bless me..