Is it what really it is?

Lonely. Confused. Unloved. Unwanted. Alone.

Its been too long since I've felt love and being loved back. Does really time takes it's toll on my feelings that I am starting to like people that are nice to me. Doing or saying what I long to hear for too long?

Or am I just rushing myself for a completely perfect time to fall in love.? Or is it just me that wants to be loved back no matter who it is.? For my fear of not having someone to love and to be loved back. And my fear for being hurt again weighs down my heart.

I want to believe that someday, somewhere, someone is thinking the same way I do. Hoping that someone, in someplace will someday find me.

I'm praying to find thd one that I deserve and will deserve me as well. But for the meantime, I'm earnestly praying to God to make me to be that answered prayer to someone I'm praying for.

Though I tend to get lonely, but I pray to always have the faith in Him and the courage to believe that all what I'm praying for will come true.